@sshole
by Amy S.

Midnight rings
Once again I find myself alone
Lonelyness darkness brings
In me, sorrow has a home

An hour has passed
My heart slowly becoming blind
How long will this last
Until the same happens to my mind

Nothing around me, I am floating
Maybe falling in a hole with no end
My sanity I am desperatly grasping
An image comming again and again

An image of death, maybe fear
Perhaps a familiar face I once knew
All of a sudden, it all becomes clear
This is all because of you

You ruined my life
You made me miserable
Now you haunt my mind
Messing up what was once so simple

I resent you
For everything you have done to me
And trust me it's true
You will pay for the pain I feel so deeply

You took away my youth, my innocence
Ripped it all with such cruelty
I lost everything that used to make sense
Not for much longer I shall be...

I want you to know before I go
How much you really hurt me
I miss the person I was not so long ago
You killed her, she's dead and you're not even feeling guilty

I wish you knew how it felt
Though I would not wish it upon my worst enemy
To know everthing with what I have delt
To open your eyes and see

Do what you will but always remember
On your hands you have the blood of a dead soul
Now you have to live with that forever
SO ROT IN HELL ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!

Sorry it's so crappy, I just wrote it like right now. I'll make corrections and edit it when it's better. It just needed to come out /ubb/smilies/tongue.gif

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Keep The Faith, These Days And Always ;)
Amy Livin
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Pure emotion...nothing like it /ubb/smilies/smile.gif Let me guess...someone you care about really, really pissed you off?

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I'm with Roemy on that one.

Its pure, clean and un-edited, the way its meant to be

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[This message has been edited by Tydestra (edited 09-20-2000).]

Well, first of all, thanks a mill guys. That means a lot.

Second, Roem, you're a little off, in fact, way off!!! I obviously hate this person!!! Remember the part "you took away my youth, my innocense"? Well, you can figure how the person really did hurt me. I never liked him from the start.

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Keep The Faith, These Days And Always ;)
Amy Livin
P.S.I Love BlueOmega!!!!!
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Amy, the guy sounds like a complete jerk. This may be outdated, you might be over him now. But I liked your poem, and I've been there. It hurts when they're cold about it. But the good thing is, speaking from experience, you'll think back on it later and realise he's not good enough to hold your interest anyway. If you run into him down the road, you'll say, "What in the world was I thinking?!" And you'll be laughing to yourself..There are nice guys out there, really..lol
(just think of guys like Jon..
"What more can I do?
All of these things I have tried.
Still it's so hard for her to notice..)
she don't know me..")

I think I must have written the poem wrong. It is so not about a guy I went out with!! It's about and old 83 year old dead perv who I used to call grand-papa

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Keep The Faith, These Days And Always ;)
Amy Livin
P.S.I Love BlueOmega!!!!!
http://http://communities.msn.ca/LivinsphotoAlbum (http://communities.msn.ca/LivinsphotoAlbum)

All I can say is...oops.

It's cool, it's not like I really made it obvious. Well, it seemed obvious to me, but I am the one who wrote it.

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Keep The Faith, These Days And Always ;)
Amy Livin
P.S.I Love BlueOmega!!!!!
http://http://communities.msn.ca/LivinsphotoAlbum (http://communities.msn.ca/LivinsphotoAlbum)

Well, I can't imagine why I never happened to come this way to see this poem. It was written very well.. Sad to read, though.. Life has all these odd little challenges for us. You may not always do the right thing because sometimes the right thing is just not possible for one reason or another... But as long as you keep looking to the future, and realize that most people deal with these same problems at some point or another, you'll feel a bit better - and realize it's not so difficult to go on...

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The loneliness just fades away
thoughts of you just memories
no cryin now for what we're missin
time won't forget what you meant to me